And it is my prayer that your love may abound more and more, with knowledge and all discernment…
Philippians 1:9 (ESV)
Lord Jesus, because I love You so much and get so much joy not only knowing that You love me but also what You have in store for me, I truly want everyone to know Who You are. Why wouldn’t I? I have been given the keys to eternal life! You and the Father have demonstrated Your awesome love towards me in Your sacrifice. And not just me, but everyone who calls upon Your Name! What an awesome gift! How blessed I am!
Yet, I can sometimes be “over zealous.” I admit, when I hear people spouting out beliefs that are contrary to Your Word I feel some kind of way. There wells up within me this “need” to correct them, “help them” to get their “theology” straight. I imagine myself to be the gatekeeper of doctrine sometimes.
And then there is this overwhelming urge to convert everybody, believing that all conversations regarding beliefs must end in me compelling them to make a decision regarding trusting in You. True, some should and do. But I realize that all don’t. Paul reminds me that one plants, another waters, but You add the increase (1 Corinthians 3:6). Yet, I sometimes want to do all three. Yet, You are not calling me to convert. That’s what You do. I need to love. Period.
Grant me knowledge and discernment, Lord, as I engage with those You bring in my path. Help me to know when to share and when to just love. Remind me that You are ultimately in control, and that You are looking for me to just demonstrate my faithfulness in love. Remove the burden that I place on myself to be “Super Christian” and instead remind me to just be Your child. Don’t allow me to cower in the conversations, but instead give me the words to say, in love, not seeking to convert but just seeking fellowship, to know and understand, and at the same time to be understood and known. And from that place, use me as You see fit to Your glory. Amen.