From Paphos, Paul and his companions sailed to Perga in Pamphylia, where John left them to return to Jerusalem.
Acts 13:13 (NIV)
Lord Jesus people leaving me is a regular part of life. For various reasons they have exited – some because of things I have done, some of their own volition. And they have left in various states of mind – some with no regrets and some harboring ill feelings. In some instances I know why they have left. In others I have no idea. In some their absence is deeply felt. In others I barely know they are missing. Yet, in all cases, whether I choose to acknowledge it or not, a part of me is gone, whether good or not so good. And because of the temporary nature of things folks leaving me has become something that I have learned to accept.
This morning while I reflect upon the departure of John Mark from Paul and Barnabas two questions are welling up in my soul: am I valuing my time with others the way I should and how will I feel if they were no longer here? What’s funny about those questions is that they ring loudest when a loved one dies. And then those thoughts are covered with regret as we long for one more opportunity to be in our loved one’s presence, conscious that we will never get it back.
So, I want to thank You for those who You have placed in my life. I pray for a heart that fully appreciates who they are and who their presence makes me to be. Whether I consider them a loved one, a friend, or just an acquaintance, I know that my life is shaped by them, they influence me, and I am different because You have caused our paths to cross. Keep me mindful of that, Lord, and continue to compel me to just show my gratitude to them in a tangible way. Remove the obstacles and barriers that keep us at an arms distance, and show me how I can make sure that I am not driving them away. As much as it depends on me, help me to live at peace with them (Romans 12:18).
Thank You for being the God that You are, modeling what true companionship looks like. Unlike on this side of eternity where people come and go in my life, there is one thing I know for certain: You will never leave me! You bid me not only to follow You and stay close to You, but also to love like You love, even those who are not lovable. So today, Lord, help me to be a people magnet, not running any off, but savoring my moments with them in fellowship with You. Help me to see the seeds they are planting in my life, whether I like it or not, and help me to do the same. Help me to grow into who You are molding me to be. And when it is time to part, let it be under the best of circumstances with no ill feelings. In Your Name I pray. Amen.