Oh, that my people would listen to me, that Israel would walk in my ways! I would soon subdue their enemies and turn my hand against their foes.
Psalm 81:13-14
Dear Lord, forgive me this day for being so hardheaded! How often have I thought in my mind, “I’ve got this,” only to realize that I could not do it alone? Or how many times have I ventured into a space that You have warned me to stay clear of, believing that the warnings are for “others,” believing I had what it takes to overcome, only to be bogged down in the mire? Or how many times have I not forgiven, not been gracious, or not loved, harboring an ill, only to be consumed by my lack of godliness, and faltered? Lord, I can be my greatest enemy, my broken inclinations keeping me from walking in the fulness of my relationship with You. Lord, forgive me this day. Forgive me for a stubborn spirit and an apathetic mindset. Today I purpose to listen to You. Show me where I am going my own way, swerving off Your path. Break through those instances where I am too hardheaded to listen and soften my heart, showing me how I look, not only to others, but more importantly to You. I understand that the way is indeed straight, but road is less traveled. Where You lead, I shall follow. Speak Lord, for Your servant is listening. Amen.