But when Cephas came to Antioch, I opposed him to his face, because he stood condemned. For before certain men came from James, he was eating with the Gentiles; but when they came he drew back and separated himself, fearing the circumcision party.
Galatians 2:11-12 (ESV)
Lord Jesus, looking at Peter, how many times have I been torn about how my actions or behaviors might “look” to those who see me, so much so that I put on my fake Christian face? How many times do I show up as “church-ified” so that folks “know” I’m saved?
I mean, it is my heart’s desire to live a life pleasing to You, to love as You love and give as You give. I try to be obedient to Your call to be a peacemaker (Matthew 5:9) and get along with everyone (Romans 12:18).
Yet I also know that all things are acceptable but not all things are beneficial (1 Corinthians 6:12). This is where the tension comes in. When I am consuming things or watching things that my “holier” brothers and sisters frown upon, I immediately try to hide it so that I can look the part. Today my heart is pricked because I know those outside the faith can see this and wonder about me. But more so about the God I serve…
Lord, thank You for reminding me that that I am justified by faith and not works (Galatians 3:16). Thank You for sending individuals into my life who do not judge me by what I do but love me because of what I believe, who will challenge me when I am being fake and remind me that I am saved by grace. Thank You for Your continuing work within me, transforming me day by day into Your glorious image with ever-increasing glory (2 Corinthians 3:18).
It is my prayer that You would enable me to be an authentic, transparent believer to all who come into contact with me. Help me to be a welcoming and inviting ambassador of grace, showing them that You can take even the most raggedy person and use them to demonstrate Your love in a tangible way. Let my living be a witness to Your unfailing love. Amen.