For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain.
Philippians 1:21 (ESV)
Lord Jesus, as I meditate on Your betrayal and crucifixion, I must admit that there is a flood of emotions that come over me. In one sense I am saddened by the betrayal and how it happened, how someone You called “friend” would betray You with a kiss. And then, all of Your friends would abandon You, leaving You to stand alone. And even in the end, the Father would forsake You, leaving You to carry upon Your shoulders my sins and the sins of all…
In another sense there is a spirit of awe, wonder and resolve. Who wouldn’t serve a God Who loves me that much? Who wouldn’t look forward to that time when they would see Him face-to-face? Who wouldn’t worship and fall down at His feet, surrendering their life to Him? That is where I am in this moment, my mind fixed, my heart resolved, that each day and everyday I shall live my life to You and Your glory!
Lord Jesus, though there are times when I am afraid or nervous about speaking out and up for You, continue to bring to my remembrance Your love for me. Frankly, this world means nothing to me without You. You bring meaning and fullness to all that gives me joy in this world – whether family, relationships, events, activities, locations – it all points to the beauty, wonder and splendor of You! There is nothing and no one in this world that I desire more than You! To live is to live in You! I love You, Master! Thank You for all You have done for me. You are the center of my joy!